anyways this is just the beginning...i hope you guys wont get bored...
finally the wait ends.....today i have the joining letter with me.....the thing i have waited for more than one and a half years...dis fact reveals one more quality of mine....'Patience'
"I am the patient of Patience"....!!! alas.....y always me.... but no issues...i would try my best not to break down at any point in my life other than my death...... i know i am one of the favorites of God so wont let him down ever...
lets get back to the topic...hmmmm finally the wait ends....once again the mixed emotions in me are bak...dont know why i am feeling sad as well as happy...even i dont know which emotion is overruling my mind and heart at this point of time... but i think my heart is a bit heavy today so the latter emotion is more dominating....
wish i knew the answer for this.....
A new beginning is waiting for me...once again have to leave my parents,my friends,my relatives,my laziness, (in short mazzani life)behind and dis is the thought that is making my heart heavy...i am so glad i got the answer for myself......dis thought brings tears to my eyes...
Now things would be more busy and professional...i am fine with the busy thing but the second thought makes my heart all the more heavy...the political scenario,the professionalism at work is not my cup of tea...but as i am an IT professional i would have to follow the trend and i have to adapt myself with them....i always wanted to be busy and trust me after long i am getting this chance so wont let it go....i am eagerly waiting for the day when i wont get time even for myself coz i have already given a hell lot of time to myself....
What i believe is every single damn thing whether good or bad happens for a good reason and everything is going to be fine at the end and if its nt fine its not the end....
Beginnings are there to end and ends are there for the start of some new beginnings....
I want to write more but as always i am short of words but not short of thoughts...so would surely come up with some new words and thoughts soon...!!!
same feelings gal ... exact same feelingss
ReplyDeletehmmm...dats wat we talked abt jus abhi abhi.....:) :(
ReplyDeleteFeelings After a Long Wait nd Mixed Feelings of all
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ReplyDeletewell nicely expressed ur feelings n m9 too, ws feeling d same few dayz bak....
ReplyDeleteour new phase of lyf(the professional 1) is gonna start soon, m jst gonna wish good luck to u for d same dear n may u reach to new hieghts in yer career, keep smiling dear 1 :)
thnks anky....all the best to u too...:)
ReplyDeleteniceee....we will not get the tym we had at student lyf...when there was no tnsn no worryy....only friendshp and luv.....but ya professional lyf is not same as that of student lyf......but after thinking about future my all worries gone out of ma mind...and also hv hope to meet wid new persons...new frnd....
ReplyDeletewelll exactly the same feelings i too have ,well i too believe that i had given a lot of tym for myself and now want to b busy so really excited but at same tym fear of professional life commes into my mind becaz i had never been professional in my life so i think i had to worry for that
ReplyDeleteReally nice ... Feelings of all persons who are waiting for something for a long time .. We all are waiting for joining letter for a very long time but when you got it we forgot all our waiting feelings and we enjoy to the Zenith level with all friends , family and all. Really explained nice of all our feelings. Gud Luck for ur future as a Software Professional and Blogger too.
ReplyDelete@what love means:thought of meeting new friends,new place,job makes me excited as wel...but at the same time the other thought pops up...anyways we wld surely enjoy the upcoming time...!!!
ReplyDelete@shrikant:hmmm...dont worry...we all wld surely adjust wid the new things...:)
ReplyDelete@infamous criminal:thnks...n all the best to u too....:)
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