Finally I am writing something......it actually took ages in making up my mind to write something.... at the end of my registers or in between notes u wld surely find something eye catchy written by me mostly u would find some incompleted rhymes....but now this one has to be more formal (:O)coz this would be read by many....
anyways this is just the beginning...i hope you guys wont get bored...
finally the wait ends.....today i have the joining letter with me.....the thing i have waited for more than one and a half years...dis fact reveals one more quality of mine....'Patience'
"I am the patient of Patience"....!!! alas.....y always me.... but no issues...i would try my best not to break down at any point in my life other than my death...... i know i am one of the favorites of God so wont let him down ever...
lets get back to the topic...hmmmm finally the wait ends....once again the mixed emotions in me are bak...dont know why i am feeling sad as well as happy...even i dont know which emotion is overruling my mind and heart at this point of time... but i think my heart is a bit heavy today so the latter emotion is more dominating....
wish i knew the answer for this.....
A new beginning is waiting for me...once again have to leave my parents,my friends,my relatives,my laziness, (in short mazzani life)behind and dis is the thought that is making my heart heavy...i am so glad i got the answer for myself......dis thought brings tears to my eyes...
Now things would be more busy and professional...i am fine with the busy thing but the second thought makes my heart all the more heavy...the political scenario,the professionalism at work is not my cup of tea...but as i am an IT professional i would have to follow the trend and i have to adapt myself with them....i always wanted to be busy and trust me after long i am getting this chance so wont let it go....i am eagerly waiting for the day when i wont get time even for myself coz i have already given a hell lot of time to myself....
What i believe is every single damn thing whether good or bad happens for a good reason and everything is going to be fine at the end and if its nt fine its not the end....
Beginnings are there to end and ends are there for the start of some new beginnings....
I want to write more but as always i am short of words but not short of thoughts...so would surely come up with some new words and thoughts soon...!!!
